Monday, September 28, 2009

Shut Down - Power Failure

What happens when you feel that life is better off when u r alone...

What happens when you feel that u have no one to talk to...

What happens when you feel that you can't talk to the person who understands u most...

What happens when you feel that you are alone...

What happens when you feel that you dont know how to live by urself anymore...

What happens when you feel that you cant cry to the person who u depend on the most...

What happens when you feel that you want to shut urself from the world...

What happens when you feel that having a fake smile plastered is easier that dealing with everything else...

What happens when you feel that your joyful laughter and most sincere smile is forever gone...

What happens when you feel that you...

Do not feel anything at all...

I think I'm sick...
I have bruises all over my body...
Dont know how i got them...
Cepat je lebam sana sini...
Weird...


Friday, September 18, 2009

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI


KEPADA SEMUA KAUM KELUARGA, SAHABAT HANDAL,
TEMAN-TEMAN, KAKAK-KAKAK, ADIK-ADIK,
ABANG-ABANG SEKALIAN...
DI SINI SAYA / WAHIDA/ IDA / AKAK / ADIK
INGIN MENGUCAPKAN
......SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN......
.....DARI HUJUNG RAMBUT SAMPAI HUJUNG RAMBUT KAKI.....
.....DI ATAS SEBARANG KETELANJURAN KATA.....
......TERKASAR BAHASA......
......TERMAKAN TERMINUM.....
......TERLUPA TERABAIKAN......
.....SEMOGA RAYA PADA TAHUN INI.....
.....MEMBAWA KEBERKATAN DAN KEINSAFAN KEPADA KITA SEMUA.....

3 Different Meanings to My Life (c)


Emilia - Big Big World


I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much Miss u much
I can see the first leafs falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much Miss u much
Outside it's no raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much Miss u much
I have your arms around me
Warm like fire
But when I open my eyes......
Your gone
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much
Miss u much
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing
If u leave me
But I do Feel I will
Miss u much miss u much

3 Different Meanings to My Life (b)

Kenangan Terindah by Samsons


Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang t'lah hilang
Darimu yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun aku mampu
Untuk mengenangmu

Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau
Kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang t'lah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati

3 Different Meanings to My Life (a)


Colbie Caillat - Fallin’ For You


I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you
OoohhhOh no noOooooohhhOh I’m fallin’ for you

Over Indulging

Ya Allah...camne nak buat nih...

I was so confident that I could do it...tapi tak menjadi...
How am i supposed to get rid of this habit...
Bila tensen je...melantak tak hingat donia...



Bila sedih je mula la membeli makanan tak hingat2...
Dah la metabolism rate badan rendah...
Lambat memburn away the fat...
So bila dok over indulging camne la nak kurus...



I know I can do it tapi dgn all the tension thats going on lately...
Tak menjadi...frust sgt dgn diri sendiri...
I used to be very in control of my life...



I used to be very independant...
Used to be able to limit myself...
Help...i dont want over indulge myself with food...

I want to be healthy and refine...
I want to be fit and active...
I want to look nice and pretty...

Penat dan sedih bila nak beli baju takde saiz
Sayu tgk org shopping baju mcm2 design tapi baju size besar design mcm hampeh
Kecik hati bila selalu dijadikan bahan lawak jenaka org...

Abg tlg ida...
Tensennyer!!!!