Thursday, August 6, 2009

NOTHING

I dunno what to say...

I feel lost...
I feel as if I have burdened everyone...

I feel as if I'm worthless...

I feel as if I'm only trouble to everyone...

I feel as if everyone is better off without me in their lives...

I feel as if I am only a bearer of sadness...

I feel as if I make everyone feel obliged to be responsible towards me...



I feel as if it should have been me...



I feel as if its better that I just vanish...

I feel as if its better that I just let go off everyone...

I feel as if its better that nobody knows me...

I feel as if its better that no one gets close to me...

I feel as if its better that I don't exist in anyone's life...




I don't want anyone else to be hurt because of me...

I don't want anyone to feel responsible for something because of me...

I don't want anyone to go through hardship because of me...




I want everyone else to be happy...

I want everyone else to be safe...

I want everyone else to be the best that they can be...




I don't want to be in the way...